Ah, to find the energy to work, I would do anything.
As an update from my last post, the motivation is back but I now lack the drive. Probably due to this incessant heatwave. I can’t take it anymore. I have never liked hot weather, but this is just ridiculous.
I have filmed a few videos for my YouTube but I don’t know when, if at all, I am going to edit and upload them. If I do know one thing, it is that I can’t take these long breaks anymore. It just makes it even harder to come back and get into the system again. So we have to have an action plan.
My plan is basically to post whatever I can. That could be an update, a review, a rant, maybe even a short story – anything as long as I keep writing. The second part of the plan is to do videos as well. I have started this by trying to go on YouNow and do live videos to get used to talking to a camera. It’s awkward and it gets harder the less you do it. The third part of the plan is to spend extra time studying, researching, and making stuff. That way, I will always have ideas for what to post about.
I am frustrated about the absence and lack of decent content. I’m working on it and maybe my next post can be a more detailed look at depression and other mental illnesses.
This post is a mess.
Please leave some ideas for blog posts. Things will return to a normal schedule soon I hope.